Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Truth is a stranger;
Today was nonsensical. I woke up at dawn and gotten myself all geared up for school only to travel half of Singapore and making a U-turn because morning class was canceled. Presentation after that. Twas .... full of a lot of shouting and negative comments and confusion, but I cross fingers it'll be alright because God knows I burnt my ass understanding that thing.
Met a lot of people whom I havent meet for a long long time.. Okay three weeks. And it felt alright :) Journey home was funny, too. & tomorrow, need to pay bills. Yeap!
The comma button jumped off yesterday while I was typing it freaked the hell out of me. Got tired trying to fix it back but my sister clipped it back in a snap.
ERRTIME ......
6:36 PM
Monday, June 29, 2009
I hope everyone had a good monday because you bet your ass I had. Monday super morning, mizi vroomed me to watch transformers number two which was so full of colorful graphics. & then, I passed morning's wake up time so met mizi again to spice up his monday, hahaha. Painted my nails bee and then came afternoon which meant goodbye and hello horror of retests. Cannot sigh, cannot sigh must be nice, must be nice. smile
5:10 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
On friday, I met the girls to celebrate Yi ling's last day of being a 19. We met up hungry and got crushed by the hour-long waiting list so we turned left to Breeks where there were so many commotions. But it was so much fun, always is with them. Look how huge the free ice cream was :)
On saturday, I went out with my sister to walk around and for novena church later on the day. Invested on few headbands from f21 for my helplessly short fringe and had ayam penyet after 15-min not-mass church-session. Went home and got excited for sunday :)
This was my sunday. I've watched this show on HBO for at least 5 times this week and it always moved me to tears. I need to force people to watch this. I made mizi watched it today by begging him to do so, hahahaha, my mizi is a macho man indeed :) By the way, I blew my whole sunday on rushing my reports and presentation. Wow, school indeed brings out the best in me. hahahaha. Now? it's dinner's time. And mizi's time later :)
Fun , sikes!
7:12 PM
Fo serious, homs
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Fo serious, homs
Because I'm screwed up bitter baby, that's why
11:10 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
I feel bad when you have to deal with situations that suck, and there's nothing I can do to help you. But I'm here for you when you need me just to snuggle you up till they're all done messing with you, to hug you and tell you you are going to be okay not because they're the right words but I know that for a fact you're strong against all odds.
Every so often every small thing you do or say, overwhelms me and I remember why I absolutely adore you despite it all. I still get nervous in the back of my throat, the pit of my stomach and the bottom of my heart everytime I see you and I always wonder how could anyone be that gorgeous and you need to know that you are. You make me feel like everything is and will be alright just by laying on the couch watching tv while holding my hand.
I'd like to buy you the world for your birthday but all I can afford is words on this page. I know I tell you this kind of stuff a lot too often but you have no idea how much of a fan I am. You plus me = us. And it's good, and I'm glad. I'm glad you're in my life. I love you like coffee in the morning. You're my everything.
We'll have fun this sunday, I promise. I'll tell you this tomorrow, meanwhile, please be happy baby, It's your birthday and you have us
12:44 PM
Guess who turns twenty today! All my tiny tiny little hearts for you and only you ! I feel bad you'll have to turned twenty sick and locked up but I hope you did enjoy all the gifts and surprise party and of course, all my love for you to make this year way more special than any other years :) I can't wait to see you and give you hugs! Miss you love you! xxxxxxxx
1:06 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
This week went pass so fast I couldn't believe it's only few more days to school again. Anyway, I'm waiting for my fillet O' fish now. & I had so much fun with z yesterday doing tricks he learnt from academy, eating so much and swimming. O how wonderful life is, I hope it never changes. Photos from lepaks with girlfriends and z's. Looked like so much fun I wished I could turned back time and do it all over again. Till then, I heard the bells rang
6:46 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Off to fetch my new handphone this early morning, and to ikea later to buy whole loads of boxes. But yesterday was the shit. Yesterday's dinner was so much fun and so much bonding, we talked to each other a lot and it was really nice. & afterwards I met my mizi and his homies when the girls went home. Z vroomed me home at the end of the fun day ;)
Somedays I think I dress so bad, sigh
Somedays I think I dress so bad, sigh
7:59 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
I'm shit tired and the whole house is in a big turd mess because initially, I wanted to clean up the whole house and to throw away stuffs I don't need. Because anything that I don't need/use is trash. But it'll be okay because I'll just sleep on it tonight and tidy up things again tomorrow. Tomorrow is going to be a busy and long day. Super. Meeting a lot of people namely Adilah and Mizi. Hahahahahahaha. I'm psyched somehow.. And do you know, dead is dread without R ? Yeah, who would have thought.
I been eating a lot for the past two days, what's with the sleepover at Haileys where everyone is taken care well for. And I hope the bulging tummy would vanish by tomorrow! I can't look bad in adilah's birthday and I'm fuck excited to go home with mizi! Hehehehehe! Even if that didn't go well, I'm meeting z much later the day so everything shall be okay, shall be alright.
Besides I'm meeting a crowd who are number one in the world and number one in my heart. Have I not stressed enough? I'm pretty excited and dead, thanks
I been eating a lot for the past two days, what's with the sleepover at Haileys where everyone is taken care well for. And I hope the bulging tummy would vanish by tomorrow! I can't look bad in adilah's birthday and I'm fuck excited to go home with mizi! Hehehehehe! Even if that didn't go well, I'm meeting z much later the day so everything shall be okay, shall be alright.
Besides I'm meeting a crowd who are number one in the world and number one in my heart. Have I not stressed enough? I'm pretty excited and dead, thanks
12:27 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Today we went around bad estates to get good grades for our project. Walked pretty a lot and taken quite a lot of pictures. And then after it was all done, we dropped by anisah's old lepak place ( hahahahaha, love you babe) which was the best playground I've ever encountered. Today was so much fun while it lasted.When everyone parted our ways, I went to novena with huiru to eat chicken which was so long awaited for because I was so hungry I thought I was going to die. This beauty shop was having 85% sale which was so extravagant because I bought three nail polishes for a dollar each and I just received my headband today. So yippie yuppie hoo!
9:03 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
I'm so tired nevertheless life couldn't be better at this very point. I had a blast last weekend, spending quite long hours with mizi. It was so much fun omy goodness I can't believe it's over already, but time passes and 6 more days to z again. Today I went out with hailey for a little while but I couldn't take the loads so we went home after library. & now I'm home, look what the cat dragged in
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE! but still I'm tired. and Happy :)
5:59 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
"Last week, my grandma who had been diagnosed with cancer lost all her hair. My grandpa told me he had never seen a more beautiful woman in his life. They have been married 49 years. GMH."
"Tupac was wrong. GMH (Editor's Note: Famous lyric from the song 'Changes': "And although it seems heaven sent We ain't ready, to see a black President")"
And more hopes for you here
8:30 PM
This is for my sister :
Past few days been clever with Hailey, we went in to most of beauty shops and get me some supplies. Costly here and there but I couldn't be any happier hehehe. MISS MIZI ! :( but that's pretty much okay, that's pretty much alright because he'll be solely mine for some long hours! hehehehe. Happy like this :)
12:47 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
8:24 AM
Early thursday was so bad. First I was down with low value in my card without no notifications no warnings. Second I was so bored I decided to cut my fringe straight,
but how could it be straight when I was that bored with that huge of a kitchen scissor. Depressed with the asymmetrical line, I decided to make it straight while rushing through to meet Hailey, and I ended up with a V shape now. Made me want to cry so bad in my too-off-white foundation. But Life had to go on, I had to leave the house.
Besides that my face is very very red now and my skin is very dry and I have no idea why. So I ended up with moisturiser and masks which end up costing me a bomb. Costing more to rectify, costing more to rectify :( Managed to get new body mist which I been wanting to change since mine got confiscated last year, so yeayy. Went home to hailey's and stared at her watching drama and went home at ten and decided not to wait for the purple toga dress but instead get yellow one.
Which is by the way, my fave now.. or so, other than zebra. Still waiting for zebra dress and iphone. So I went home and did a research on what to do with my hair. So these what I found so far
Chao time now, (and reply messages!). But good thing is early friday already. Cant fuck wait for saturday's night, heehee. MUACKS!
but how could it be straight when I was that bored with that huge of a kitchen scissor. Depressed with the asymmetrical line, I decided to make it straight while rushing through to meet Hailey, and I ended up with a V shape now. Made me want to cry so bad in my too-off-white foundation. But Life had to go on, I had to leave the house.Besides that my face is very very red now and my skin is very dry and I have no idea why. So I ended up with moisturiser and masks which end up costing me a bomb. Costing more to rectify, costing more to rectify :( Managed to get new body mist which I been wanting to change since mine got confiscated last year, so yeayy. Went home to hailey's and stared at her watching drama and went home at ten and decided not to wait for the purple toga dress but instead get yellow one.
Which is by the way, my fave now.. or so, other than zebra. Still waiting for zebra dress and iphone. So I went home and did a research on what to do with my hair. So these what I found so far
Chao time now, (and reply messages!). But good thing is early friday already. Cant fuck wait for saturday's night, heehee. MUACKS!
12:22 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
9:34 PM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Mirror mirror on the wall who's the biggest spendthrift of allcan't wait for release of 199bucks 16gbIphone yes mcm phm definitely still!
Mirror mirror on the wall who's the weakest human of all
FEVER sigh
For now, Eminem is back for you suckers. and me of course!
1:01 AM
Monday, June 08, 2009
Remember I had this black dress and sold it away because I reckon I would never wear it out because it's over my knee and anything over my knee is too formal.
& then I saw that same dress in white but altered so here it is :
I bought some accessories on saturday with Hailey and totally digging them all.
I did a mass cleaning of my closet today and had taken some photos for my selling site and then suddenly, in the midst of it all,Z came so I had him taking photos for me instead of laughing at my poses, Here is one of his work because others are so full of my fats :(
Hailey just got her new laptop like WHAT! hahahahaha.So fuck cool and fun!&&& guess who is getting a blackberry ? heheheheehe. YEAYYYYYY!
You told me you'll be fine without the nicest clothes in the world so we can pay to do things I want to do just to see me smile. & then you stroked my hair with so much loving and kissed my forehead and told me you love me when I was in my worst state of appearance. You tucked me in and never left untill you sure I was gonna be out even if you're dead tired from all the marchings. O baby baby, you for me to the end
I bought some accessories on saturday with Hailey and totally digging them all.
I did a mass cleaning of my closet today and had taken some photos for my selling site and then suddenly, in the midst of it all,Z came so I had him taking photos for me instead of laughing at my poses, Here is one of his work because others are so full of my fats :(
Hailey just got her new laptop like WHAT! hahahahaha.So fuck cool and fun!&&& guess who is getting a blackberry ? heheheheehe. YEAYYYYYY!
You told me you'll be fine without the nicest clothes in the world so we can pay to do things I want to do just to see me smile. & then you stroked my hair with so much loving and kissed my forehead and told me you love me when I was in my worst state of appearance. You tucked me in and never left untill you sure I was gonna be out even if you're dead tired from all the marchings. O baby baby, you for me to the end
7:13 PM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Need to take more photos for sure because my camera is rotting at home, definitely definitely. So today is sunday, and this weekend, by the way, was the most happening weekend in so far I can remember. We had spaghetti ala pitahaha for breakfast and went out aimlessly. Mizi wanted fried mars bars so we might as well checked out the audition. There were just the railings though when I reached there :( I'm losing my voice losing my voice. Everyone talk to me now quick, I have a nice voice :D
Next weekend can't bloody wait :)
Next weekend can't bloody wait :)
8:49 PM
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Today I walked the longest miles. But of course, I had fun with Hailey as always :) & then I went home and well well well, looks who the cat dragged in.
Spent hours on it and hope you're surprised enough, chuckle. Love you homeboy :)
&&&&&& now that the holiday is here! * Big smiley sunny side up cute round face! *
First is definitely a book for sure fo shizzle. Tidying up of closeeeet! Sleepover. Three birthdays coming up so psyched! GSS!! Chillin with Hailey. Lookbook everyday! Computer everydayyyy! BEST! ( i dont care even if I screwed my papers!)
Spent hours on it and hope you're surprised enough, chuckle. Love you homeboy :)
&&&&&& now that the holiday is here! * Big smiley sunny side up cute round face! *
First is definitely a book for sure fo shizzle. Tidying up of closeeeet! Sleepover. Three birthdays coming up so psyched! GSS!! Chillin with Hailey. Lookbook everyday! Computer everydayyyy! BEST! ( i dont care even if I screwed my papers!)
9:18 AM
Thursday, June 04, 2009
I think this is so amusing.
Every one in a point of time in their life learnt to be fake, not forgetting me too I admit. What differentiate us is the basic question of how good are you in being fake? Like when you talked bad about someone behind backs and then the next day you act like you're the best friends of the century, then I must say You are pretty damn good in being a fake. But what you do not know, my dear friends, is that when you are being fake, how sure are you that the other party is not doing the same thing as you are? And it amazes me how people last for so long based on that kind of relationship. One where they kiss each other's ass every single day over years and throw terrible bitch fits to other friends about your self-called best friend.
I never like that kind of things. True, I cut down people because things that I can't came get around with and I know would never be able to. True I don't have a lot of friends to call when I'm bored because I can't stand a lot of people. And I am not uncomfortably ashamed of saying it to your face because I don't build my life upon shams and I'm proud of it. I don't really care actually about what you people do because I know what's going on there and you guys don't, but here is a question. Do you, really honestly, want to have that kind of friends ?
Yup, 15 minutes up, back to poking my notes into my own life. Meanwhile, all you miss fakes in the world .. Have a good day
Every one in a point of time in their life learnt to be fake, not forgetting me too I admit. What differentiate us is the basic question of how good are you in being fake? Like when you talked bad about someone behind backs and then the next day you act like you're the best friends of the century, then I must say You are pretty damn good in being a fake. But what you do not know, my dear friends, is that when you are being fake, how sure are you that the other party is not doing the same thing as you are? And it amazes me how people last for so long based on that kind of relationship. One where they kiss each other's ass every single day over years and throw terrible bitch fits to other friends about your self-called best friend.
I never like that kind of things. True, I cut down people because things that I can't came get around with and I know would never be able to. True I don't have a lot of friends to call when I'm bored because I can't stand a lot of people. And I am not uncomfortably ashamed of saying it to your face because I don't build my life upon shams and I'm proud of it. I don't really care actually about what you people do because I know what's going on there and you guys don't, but here is a question. Do you, really honestly, want to have that kind of friends ?
Yup, 15 minutes up, back to poking my notes into my own life. Meanwhile, all you miss fakes in the world .. Have a good day
8:49 AM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
oh by the way, privilege of being a girl
( well soon to be woman in 4 months time, and please buy me watch haha )
PMS
STRESS
HEAT
lonely toones
LACKASLEEP
HEADACHE
equals to
Fucking heavy breakouts!
4:01 PM
I'm such a nobrainer. Like I'm losing my sense of .. common sense. I mean, who even could lose that unless they've gone nuts. I didn't really do good for the past papers and it gets me really hard because I'm left with 2 more papers which are difficult to make my way through. Today it was full of head-smacking, holding back of tears & constant echoes in head telling me not to cry and to calm the fuck down. This is like poa all over again.
& then we went to macs because I'm very very thirsty of all the words going through my head. & then I laughed so hard at everything, it made me forget a while that I hadn't been useful, and it felt really nice to be in denial. But today, fuck hardcore studying for pmm so I wont be sad tomorrow :)
Hope so , because I been studying hard, but still, no sense. sigh
& then we went to macs because I'm very very thirsty of all the words going through my head. & then I laughed so hard at everything, it made me forget a while that I hadn't been useful, and it felt really nice to be in denial. But today, fuck hardcore studying for pmm so I wont be sad tomorrow :)
Hope so , because I been studying hard, but still, no sense. sigh
2:46 PM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
I want :
Iced lemon tea. Zebra dress to come faster comexxxsss. This week to end faster. FOOD ( yums!). I want mizi da mizi mizi too! He called me nonsensical for getting sick in the mid of exams yesterday! heqheqheqheq, can't wait for weeeekeennndsss baybeh!
But I need to :
STUDY SIGH
Iced lemon tea. Zebra dress to come faster comexxxsss. This week to end faster. FOOD ( yums!). I want mizi da mizi mizi too! He called me nonsensical for getting sick in the mid of exams yesterday! heqheqheqheq, can't wait for weeeekeennndsss baybeh!
But I need to :
STUDY SIGH
4:04 PM
On Sunday night, when Sacha Baron Cohen's alter-ego Bruno descended from the rafters and landed fanny-first on Eminem's head, most folks figured that the rapper's rage was the real deal. Suckers! Not only was Eminem in on the joke, he and Baron Cohen rehearsed it to make sure it would all go according to plan.
Suspicions over the legitimacy of "butt-gate" had been brewing for days, but it wasn't until a writer for the MTV Movie Awards confessed that we all knew for sure. On his blog, head writer Scott Aukerman wrote that the incident was staged. "They rehearsed it at dress (rehearsal) and yes, it went as far as it did on the live show." Wow. Let it never be said that Eminem isn't a team player.
According to the New York Daily News, Eminem wasn't Baron Cohen's first choice for the joke. That honor, which was tragically declined, went to Paris Hilton. Just imagine the buzz had that happened. Still, Eminem did a great job of selling the stunt considering he "may not have been briefed on just how naked Baron Cohen's flying 'Bruno' would be when he agreed." What a pro.
Even before the writer's admission that the crash landing was planned, the searches had a suspicious slant. Throughout Monday, lookups on " was the eminem bruno stunt staged" and "eminem bruno joke" posted strong gains. Blogs, like this one from the Chicago Tribune, raised the possibility that the audience had just been played.
Now that the joke has been confirmed, queries are surging on "bruno eminem fake stunt." We'd say we feel used, but we're too busy laughing.
From yahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
12:58 PM
Monday, June 01, 2009
People are so busy and tired nowadays. It makes me sad when they're too shagged to play with me :(
11:51 AM
